Monday, May 14, 2012

Another chapter.

I know, I know.


I know nothing. I don't know.

How does one move on from one relationship to another? Surprisingly, it comes very naturally. I don't remember how it felt to be in this stage of relationship with my ex boyfriend, so I cannot compare.

The last time I had a boyfriend of 2 months was 3 years ago, so I don't remember anything.

It feels weird you know, to be a stranger to who was once so close to you. & you wonder how can you ever 'get over it him'. You just do. So I guess this is the ending to my once upon a time love story? From the beginning, to the peak, to the gallows, and now this. All recorded in this little blog of mine.

I know I didn't blog for the whole 4 months in the States, some feelings were so personal I couldn't share it. & also, my life was really filled up... Oh, not forgetting I didn't had the DSLR with me. I couldn't take any artsy-fartsy photographs. My dad said I can bring the DSLR with me this time when I go back, lets hope he keeps his word.

I'll come up with a proper update soon. I just feel like I should do a very brief introduction to my life right now, cause this 4 months of absence was a really big change.

Like the beginning of the post suggested, I'm dating again! I can go on and on about this, but I figure I'll let it out slowly in the following post. I'm pretty happy with my new love, but there are times when I'm afraid of history repeating itself. I hold back sometimes, but I free fall most of the time (typical woman). He is not from Malaysia, so right now it's kind of an LDR. I'm quite okay with that, I don't cry cause I miss him even though I do. Maybe I finally grown up (a little). I'm trying to keep my mind clear, and like i said before 'calm the fuck down'. More about that I promise.

As mature and as 'in control' I sound, he does make me happy. He surprises me with how happy I can be, & that I deserve to be happy. So yeah. Thank you God for putting him in my life.

But then now I'm kinda annoyed at him. Lol. He keeps working and I don't get to talk to him and it's annoying! Ok anyway moving on.

My cousin, Jane, whom once was an acquaintance with blood relations is now my good friend! It's weird how fate works, really. I use to see her once or twice a year, and I never thought that Jane & I could have so much to talk about! I'm really glad that she's studying in Penn State with me. She's unbelievably nice, and just so much fun to be around.

I think those are the more prominent changes, I just wanted to write that down so that whenever I write Jane, or, I wouldn't feel like nobody gets who I'm talking about.

Other than that. I'm still pretty much the same. Just better. hahaha. whatever. This post is going to come to an abrupt end right about.... now.

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